Pat,
Please take a minute to read this because I’ve thought about it for a while and, despite what you may wish to believe, it comes from the heart. I want to apologise. I want to say that I am so very sorry for the way that I have behaved and for the terrible things that I have said both about you and to you and your family. I took it too far. Way, way too far and I see that now. Everything you and your readers have said about me is accurate and that has given me pause for much thought. I’m just a stupid little kid. I’m fucked up. I know that’s no excuse, but that’s just how it is.
I realise that this may seem as being “too little too late”, but it is genuine. You don’t have to believe me when I say that and I don’t blame you; but it’s true. I’m sorry. I guess the only way I can prove that to you is to remove the nasty and immature things that I insinuated about you on this blog. It was stupid and immature of me to do it and for this, too, I apologise.
I don’t expect your forgiveness and I don’t deserve it; but maybe, just maybe you’ll believe me when I say how sorry I am. If you’ve read down this far, then thank you. If not, then I understand.
Kayla.
